was it worth it? did you find everything you were looking for in his arms? was it what you'd been expecting that moment to be ever since you were a little girl? did he hold you tight and beg you not to go in the morning? did he text you goodnight the next day when everything caught up to you and you found yourself on the bathroom floor weeping and more alone than ever? stupid girl. he will never love you the way you need to be loved. he probably won't even remember your name by next week. was it worth it?