Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Every time we talk I want to grab your face and kiss you and make you forget everything and just remember me.

Monday, March 28, 2011

My friend Eden Finlay does amazing art.
Look at more here.
I'm sorry, I just love Skins.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

See, I'm counting on you to be different to all the others. Maybe it's dangerous and maybe I should guard myself more, but I so badly want you to prove that there are good-guys out there, that you're one of them, that I'm worthy of being wanted. Oh sweet boy, I just want to be yours more than anything. Is that too much to ask?
I can't stop myself wanting you,
no matter how hard I try.
This heart is ugly, but it could be all yours.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

what I really want, is for you to be mine.
There are so many things I need to say to so many people, but I'm afraid I never will. So I'm going to do my best to write them out on here and maybe it will somehow clear my head.

1. I loved you and I still love you. I thought maybe it was going to be us but now I realize it's not, and for the first time, I'm ok with that. Now you're one of my best friends, the one I go to with everything, you're the only one who knows how I'm feeling and doesn't judge anything I tell you. And you will never, ever understand how much I need you in my life.
2. I used to want you so badly. I thought I could be the one to change you. I spent so long wishing you'd show up at my door and tell me you want me again too. But now I'm finally over you. You with the gorgeous face and the ugly personality. I'm over you, and it feels so good.
3. I'm sorry about all the bullshit baby. You're my best friend. Nothing will ever change that. . When you weren't in my life, there was a part of me gone. I love you, so much. Chase this light with me.
4. I spend all day, every day, wanting you. Everything about you is perfect to me. I love it when I look up and I see you looking at me. I love getting to know you, I love the feelings that are growing between us. I hope, more than anything in the world right now, that one day you'll be mine.
5. Sorry. Please don't hate me.
6. I miss you, friend.
7. I'm sorry I'm distant, I'm figuring out who I am. It's painful and I'm making a lot of mistakes along the way, but whatever happens, I love you.
8. My biggest fear is disappointing you. But I feel like that's all I seem to do these days. I'm sorry that I'm not who I used to be, I'm sorry for wanting to grow up too fast. I'm sorry for hurting you all the time, whether you know it or not. I really do love you.
9. I need you, more than anybody says.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Just like the days
I burn at both ends,
And every time I write
every time I open my eyes,
I'm cutting out a part of myself to give to you
So shake the dust,
and take me with you..
I hope that one day I'll be stronger.

Monday, March 21, 2011

I'm so inspired by heavily tattooed ladies. I think ink is beautiful, no matter how much or how little a person has, I love it. Personally I only have 3 tattoos so far, one day I plan on getting a half sleeve or maybe two. I'd also really like to get my thighs done, and maybe something up my side.
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you

Sunday, March 20, 2011

please don't be in love with someone else
please don't have somebody waiting on you
I think Saturday night was the funnest night I've ever had.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Oh my heart
My heart's gonna break again
Oh my god
My god won't forsake again
Oh mercy
I want to be taken in

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I like you. I like you I like you I like you I like you.
there, I said it. now I just need to say it to your face.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Things I am currently obsessed with:
Knuckle tattoos
& Vans.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

i'm a little sweet on you.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Understand that if you're cold I'll keep you warm
And besides, there's so much beauty in a storm
So come down with me to the shore
And what's more, I adore you.

Friday, March 4, 2011

I wish I could.

gotta get through this frustration.
new blog layout!
finally. hehe, it takes me a long time to get round to doing these things.
hope you like (:
have a wonderful weekend folks!