Friday, December 31, 2010

waking up in your arms...
(excuse the language, I love this show)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

right now, it honestly doesn't even matter.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Turns out freedom is nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

Thursday, December 23, 2010

I know you have a heavy heart,
I can feel it when we kiss.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I'm standing at the edge of me.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Hey team :) meet my new favorite thing in the whole world, ever.
Mad props to Louis Hill from Bohemian Tattoo arts in Tauranga for always doing an amazing job at inking into my skin what I see in my head and for being the man in general.
I don't think I'll ever stop looking at my arm, I am in love.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Saturday, December 18, 2010

mindless, heartless & meaningless
and always I find myself tired and alone

Friday, December 17, 2010

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Today, I feel like I am waiting for something that is
never going to happen.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I am close to ruins.
I am alone today,
And alone is lonely.
Today I want to run away and hide out
until I feel safe here again,
But I don't know what I'm running from.
You were beautiful before you left
And seeing you even more beautiful now that you're back,
Well baby, it might just break my heart.
I became a monster when you were gone.
Not because you were gone
just, while you were gone.
None of this was your fault,
so I have no intention of letting you try to fix it.
I thought I'd let you know
If these things take forever,
I especially am slow.
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Monday, December 13, 2010

we are the lovers, we are the last of our kind
The lamb said “Shh” and I yelled.
The lamb held out his hand and I broke every bone there with my grip,
because I didn't believe I would be safe.
The lamb promised beautiful and I covered myself in dirt.
the lamb said “this much” and I drove the nails.
The lamb held me in my sleep and I curse his name as I woke.
He loves. he loves. he loves.
I am holding his heart already.
And I am learning that I can be sustained on his blood alone,
that I can give my own hear to him.
The lamb said “Shh” and I yelled,
so he made the world around me louder so I could obey.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Saturday, December 11, 2010

It's not the long walk home that will change this heart
It's the welcome I'll receive with the restart

Friday, December 10, 2010

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I bet you're sweet and hard to get over.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I think I'm coming undone.

Friday, December 3, 2010

I'm sorry I let you down,
but you have to know this
the part of me that you have
means more than all the parts they have
and if you still want me,
I'm all yours.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

I'm waiting for you to be the one I'm waiting for.
Every inch of you
Because I know that's
What you want me to do

Wednesday, December 1, 2010