I am close to ruins.

I am alone today,

And alone is lonely.

Today I want to run away and hide out

until I feel safe here again,

But I don't know what I'm running from.

You were beautiful before you left

And seeing you even more beautiful now that you're back,

Well baby, it might just break my heart.

I became a monster when you were gone.

Not because you were gone

just, while you were gone.

None of this was your fault,

so I have no intention of letting you try to fix it.