Saturday, October 31, 2009

pretty girl
when you're tossed, you turn.

Friday, October 30, 2009

anything just to be yours.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

there's a gap in between, there's a gap where we meet
where i end and you begin
the ghosts
the ghosts
the ghosts
the ghosts
that broke my heart before i met you.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

..entirely too much.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

We watched the sun as it came up this morning
And had a dream of growing old
And we'll have love as our way
And we could talk about the world
Oh, we could sing about the rain
And we could laugh until we cry
Oh, we'll be in love
And love would be our way
Oh, and we'll sing it everyday
And when we laugh and when we cry
Oh, love will always be our way
Love will be our way

Saturday, October 24, 2009

i'm not sure that i'll get over you
i'm not sure that i want to.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

"reality depresses me. i need to find fantasy worlds and escape in them."-noel fielding
our lives are not our own
even the wind lay still
our essence was fire and cold
and movement, movement oh!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

i actually don't think you could become any more perfect if you magically turned into brandon flowers overnight.
(no disrespect to mr flowers.)

we could speak 'til nothing's left unspoken, we could drive 'til we've run out of road. we could drink 'til we've emptied the ocean. but i'd be happy here, happy just to hold you...

Monday, October 19, 2009

Sunday, October 18, 2009

but i'll never tell.
is it out of line if i was to be bold and say..
"would you be mine?"

Saturday, October 17, 2009

quit wasting time. we have work to do.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Take it all back.
Life is boring, except
for flowers, sunshine,
your perfect legs.
A glass of cold water
when you are really thirsty.
The way bodies fit together.
Fresh and young and sweet.
Coffee in the morning.
These are just moments.
I struggle with the in-betweens.
I just want to never stop loving
like there is nothing else to do,
because what else is there to do?
- Unknown

Thursday, October 15, 2009

you have no idea how much i wish that
boys like you
happened to girls like me.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

2010 is going to be so good that it will make up for the mess i've made of 2009.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Little change of the heart
Little light in the dark
Little hope that you just might find
Your way up out of here
'Cause you've been hiding for days
Wasted and wasting away
But I got a little hope today
You'll face your fears.
Yeah, I know it's not easy
I know that it's hard
Follow the lights to the city..
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

i love these people.
colour my life with the chaos of trouble.

Monday, October 12, 2009

open the door, it's gonna make you love me.
facing the floor, i'm gonna be somebody.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

24 days till freedom. i should get an advent calender.
i'm so excited for next year:
-internship with church
-heaps of lizzy
-ARIZONA!(lord willing)
-gold coast
-no school
-atleast 3 days with alissa,

oh boy. boy, boy, boy, boy, boy.
stop being amazing, you'll make me fall.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

oh, why'd you have to be so cute?
it's impossible to ignore you.
and why do you have to be so damn perfect and so damn out of the question?

good day. really good day.
now i'm exhausted and don't even know why i'm still awake.

Friday, October 9, 2009

"Hey. Could we do that again? I know we haven't met, but I don't want to be an ant. You know? I mean, it's like we go through life with our antennas bouncing off one another, continuously on ant autopilot, with nothing really human required of us. Stop. Go. Walk here. Drive there. All action basically for survival. All communication simply to keep this ant colony buzzing along in an efficient, polite manner. "Here's your change." "Paper or plastic?' "Credit or debit?" "You want ketchup with that?" I don't want a straw. I want real human moments. I want to see you. I want you to see me. I don't want to give that up. I don't want to be ant, you know?"

things that are awesome

road trip to auckland tomorrow, weoooowzor.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

jay drabble is the best looking person i know.
thank you times a million for talking and listening and being amazing this afternoon. i love you x
i'm really bad at this. i wish it was easy.
wow check me out posting b flo quotes all over the place.
maybe i should just turn this thing into a brandon flowers worship site.
i swear i don't have a creepy obsession.
honestly i don't, he's just like, amazing and extremely good looking.
One thing people don’t realize about songwriting is the mystery of “the girl”. The “hers” and the “shes” in all my lyrics… there is more than one girl I’ve written about, but most of them are the same girl. That one girl inspired so many songs, she is so many pronouns, she makes so many words. Do I really need anyone else? No. Is it boring? Never. Can’t you tell she’s my everything?
-Brandon Flowers

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

oh babe, i know it's alive, and somewhere for us to find tonight
chase this light with me.
"the thing about being a rockstar is i can say any little thing in a song, and because of the magic of lyrics, people automatically take it to heart. if someone just said it, it wouldn't get noticed. i can use music to communicate what other people miss. look for life's beauty!"
-Brandon Flowers
i had a fun day. we took a day trip to waihi beach and it was awesome and i officially have the coolest friends out. (:

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

so here we go,
...and don't let go
i won't ever let you fall.
i love the night flying over these city lights, but i love you most of all.
jimmy eat world
write songs that cut right through me every time i listen to them.
when i know i'm all alone
i say your name slowly,
and i know that i'm alone, but i carry you.
maybe a lie is what i need sometimes;
you told the most and best of anyone.
you said to "keep me in your pocket",
so i carried you.

Monday, October 5, 2009

never trust a heart so bent it can't break.

Friday, October 2, 2009

story of my life.
"There is no use trying," said Alice; "One can't believe impossible things."
"I dare say you haven't had much practise," said the queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."- Lewis Carroll

Thursday, October 1, 2009

gold coast
with my family
for a week
leaving new years day