Sunday, January 31, 2010

the moon is a magnet, everyone's at it, everyone's had it.
love is a sadness, love is a madness
we are the addicts.
what are we if we're not in love?
these are the cages, a kiss is contagious, it will betray us all
a kiss will betray us all
somebody told me that everyone's phony,
'til somebody's lonely. i hope that you're lonely
i hope that you're only waiting to phone me
here are some good people. & me.
maybe we, why don't we sit right here for half an hour? we'll speak of what a waste i am.. and how we missed your beat again.
as always.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Good God if your song leaves our lips,
If your work leaves our hands
Then we will be wonders and vagabonds.
They will stare and say how empty we are,
How the freedom we had turned us up as dead men.
Let us be cold, make us weak
Let us, because we all have ears
Let us, because we all have eyes,
Good God.
How they knew that this would happen,
We're so run down..
Good God! Can you still get us home?
How can we still get home?
I'm not dreaming
We're forgetting our forgiveness .
it would be really nice, if you and i could just start over.

Friday, January 29, 2010

So hold your head up high and know
It's not the end of the road
Walk down this beaten path before
You pack your things and head home
At the end of the road
You'll find what you've been longing for
You'll find what you've been longing for at the end of the road
I know 'cause my feet have the scars to show
I was lost with vague direction and no place to call home...
i'm finally seeing this band tonight. live, legit right infront of my eyes with my best friend at my favourite festival of all time. this is something i've wanted since i was like, 14. i'm just so excited. i'll always love underoath, even when i can't stand hardcore. true story.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

I would have to say that it’s very honest. I always tell people that it’s just me. Sometimes bring in some of my friends, but it’s mostly just me and a guitar. I sing songs that make me sad or make me wonder. At the heart of everything, it is just very honest music. I hope that’s what people find appealing.”-Dallas Green
shine, love is an action
shine, oh it starts with a passion
we want to be a heart that's pure
so all will see that we are yours
shine

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

2010; so far so good.
seriously. new years was terrible, but other than that i've had an amazing holiday in australia with my family, i've spent time with my best friends, i've been to a conference that changed my life. now i just feel so free, so positive that this year is going to rule. i've been officially accepted into my house of prayer internship and i start mid-february. i'm so.. happy (:

Sunday, January 24, 2010

take this beaten heart and let it beat for you.

Your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

i am my beloved's and he is mine, so come into your garden and take delight in me.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

4678) I wish you loved me but you don't, so I'm gone and leaving you alone.
i am free. i am free. i am free.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

why do i let my heart get involved so easily? why am i always just the friend? why do i constantly, time and time again lay my heart out so people can walk right over me? i do it to myself. it's all in my head. i get jealous because i can't be her, not that i want to be her.. i just want to be loved like she is. not even by you, i just want someone to love me like you love her. this isn't the first time this has happened. but i let myself get carried away. i give myself false hope that maybe there's something. and then i get let down. boy, i only want to be your best friend. why are you holding back on me? i tell you everything because i want you to know me. but it would be nice to know you too. i'll step away for awhile now and get myself together. my heart needs a rest.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

you know i'd walk a thousand miles if i could just see you, if i could just hold you, tonight.