Monday, April 25, 2011

If it's true that every heartache makes you stronger, I'm going to be bulletproof one of these days.
Sick of having to be guarded with everyone, sick of acting like nothing hurts, sick of convincing myself I'm over it.
I hate dreaming that you're next to me and waking up alone.
I hate that you let me down, I hate that you broke your promises, I hate that you still have this hold on me, but what I hate the most is that I'd take you back in a heartbeat and all this would still mean nothing to you.
I thought you were decent, I thought you were a man.
Stupid girl, should've known.


Emma said...

I don't know if you wrote this yourself or found it somewhere, but it seems to be exactly what I am thinking and feeling right now, I am utterly shocked at how perfect it fits me!

lauren joy said...

hey girl :)
this is something i wrote myself yesterday, exactly what i'm feeling/going through right now.
i'm sorry you are too! hope things get better x

xiuza said...

I always feel the same way when I read your posts. I hope that we all feel stronger some day. :)