I still see You there. On that hill.
I see You there when I close my eyes at night.
I see You there, broken and bleeding.
I see the pain in Your eyes as You hang there.
I still hear Your voice, soft and tender and full of love
"My beloved. Run again into my arms. I'll hold you closer than they ever could, I'll whisper sweeter words into your ear than they ever would, I'll love you deeper than you'd ever know."
And still my heart is cold towards You.
Still I turn away.
Still I choose to forget Your goodness.
But still You love me.