waking up in your arms...

(excuse the language, I love this show)

right now, it honestly doesn't even matter.

Turns out freedom is nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I know you have a heavy heart,

I can feel it when we kiss.

I'm standing at the edge of me.

Hey team :) meet my new favorite thing in the whole world, ever.

Mad props to Louis Hill from Bohemian Tattoo arts in Tauranga for always doing an amazing job at inking into my skin what I see in my head and for being the man in general.

I don't think I'll ever stop looking at my arm, I am in love.

mindless, heartless & meaningless

and always I find myself tired and alone

Today, I feel like I am waiting for something that is

never going to happen.

I am close to ruins.

I am alone today,

And alone is lonely.

Today I want to run away and hide out

until I feel safe here again,

But I don't know what I'm running from.

You were beautiful before you left

And seeing you even more beautiful now that you're back,

Well baby, it might just break my heart.

I became a monster when you were gone.

Not because you were gone

just, while you were gone.

None of this was your fault,

so I have no intention of letting you try to fix it.

I thought I'd let you know

If these things take forever,

I especially am slow.

But I realize that I need you

And I wondered if I could come home

we are the lovers, we are the last of our kind

The lamb said “Shh” and I yelled.

The lamb held out his hand and I broke every bone there with my grip,

because I didn't believe I would be safe.

The lamb promised beautiful and I covered myself in dirt.

the lamb said “this much” and I drove the nails.

The lamb held me in my sleep and I curse his name as I woke.

He loves. he loves. he loves.

I am holding his heart already.

And I am learning that I can be sustained on his blood alone,

that I can give my own hear to him.

The lamb said “Shh” and I yelled,

so he made the world around me louder so I could obey.

source

It's not the long walk home that will change this heart

It's the welcome I'll receive with the restart

Run & Hide

I bet you're sweet and hard to get over.

I think I'm coming undone.

I'm sorry I let you down,

but you have to know this

the part of me that you have

means more than all the parts they have

and if you still want me,

I'm all yours.

I'm waiting for you to be the one I'm waiting for.

Every inch of you

Because I know that's

What you want me to do