i am working out my salvation with fear and trembling. i know less now than i did when i started. i'm a complete wreck, i am broken and barren and thirsty for my Jesus to come and fill me. i'm learning that i know nothing of love, but it's all that i have to sustain me. i'm being molded and changed, held together in my weakness by a Saviour so devastatingly beautiful and so infinitely powerful who carries me through it all.

and i'm falling in love with him, finally.