you know things are bad when going to bed at night, is harder than getting out of it in the morning. in the middle of winter.

i plan on quitting bedtime. it's bad for me. last night i lay in bed, wide awake, from 10.30pm, till after 4am. and then my body finally decided to give me sleep. had a nightmare. there was a terrorist. it was horrible. woke up screaming at 6.30am. so yeah. no more bedtime, no more frustration and no more nightmares.