right now i can't decide.
is it better for me to take 4 doses of pain meds and get some sleep, like i've done every night for over a month, and which 70% of the time results in nightmares and/or waking up at 3am.
stay up, not even attempt to sleep, do my sociology, and not fuxck up my insides any more.
but then i did decide. i've gone for the painkillers. insides, please forgive.
p.s; just after i posted this blog, my 18 year old brother, who has a suspected case of swine flu (seriously, he's on tamiflu and everything), came and drew a penis on my arm with a whiteboard marker. reeeeeal mature swine boy.
funny though, hahaha. very funny.