and precious girl, you won't read this... but hang in there. please. things are tough now, but they will get better. i love you, seeing you hurting this much kills me. i'm always here. my advice is rubbish but my ears are open and my arms are open. i'll do anything i can. you're beautiful and worth so much more than you could ever know. the brave face you put on will break eventually, and i'll be there. always. don't listen to what people say, you are so much better than that. please know i'm here, and i'll keep your secrets so close. i care so much. i love you.