i hate bedtime. i hate it i hate it i hate it. i hate waking up from nightmares, freezing and sweating at 3am, every night. then going back into restless "sleep" for another couple of hours. then waking up, relying on coffee to keep me alive for the day, and having the same problem the next night. don't know why i bother, from now on i just won't even try. i'll stay up and do an asssignment or something stupid like that.

i want a sick day. or just for sammy to stop having sick days. come to school bitch. i love you x