it's all very well and good to tell me you care, tell me you love me, tell me you're there for me, you'd never do anything to hurt me blah blah blah. but when it comes down, when i need you the most, you're not there. i should've known you were full of shit. sorry i'm wasting my time loving you. bye.
theme song of my life right now... boston, by augustana.
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun... Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, This world you must've crossed... you said... You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah, She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah, Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across An open field, When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry When they see you You said... You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah, She said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah, She said I think I'll go to Boston... I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain... I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind... I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah Where no one knows my name... Where no one knows my name... Yeah Boston... Where no one knows my name.
except my california is tauranga, and my boston... somewhere else. anywhere else. please.
last night i dreamed that i ran away and lived in a little house in the middle of nowhere with a little fireplace. my only neighbours where the people i care about most, and i had zero stresses. it was amazing. then i woke up and it was thursday.