so much goodness.

i have so much in my life to be thankful for. so much that even on particularly bad days i still have reason to smile. i have beautiful friends and the world's greatest family. i love my brother and sister, we get along so well now. we hang out and share secrets. becky made my lunch today and put a little note in it, which made me so happy.

other things that make me happy; 

in one week i get to see my favourite band in the entire world, live. and i'm going with my brother.

the day after that, yasmin comes home.

that night is the start of easter camp.

then 2weeks of holidays.

i'm so excited.

starting fresh, starting new.

i just wanna be yours

Life has given me the, me the creeps
I need you to make, to make, to make me weak
I have made my world my own, I've made it my own
And I have never been so alone

I can't stop my brain from moving
in an awful direction Lord
I can't stop my hands from doing
what I don't want to do anymore
I've been wrong
I've been right
but tonight
I just wanna be yours

I'm planning this out
to be all about me
I, I am wrong can you help me?

I can't stop this brain from moving
in an awful direction Lord
I can't stop these hands from doing
what I don't want to do anymore
I've been wrong
I've been right
but tonight
I just wanna be yours

I've got to let go of all of this
'cause I'm dragging me down, down

I can't stop my brain from moving
in an awful direction Lord
I can't stop my hands from doing
what I don't want to do anymore
I've been wrong
I've been right
but tonight
I just wanna be yours
I just wanna be yours
I just wanna be yours

so distant.

i honestly believe that if i didn't have an imagination, my life would be horribly boring. i'm laughing alot recently, it is wonderful for my soul. i have lovely people around me. i'm very blessed. very, very blessed.